33-Are you a bad person?- I sure hope not. I don’t think I am ._.
133-Do you have a crush on anyone?
- I’m in mad love with my girlfriend, Jen.
233-What motivates you in life?- Honestly, there are 2 people that really do; Jen and my Dad. My dad isn’t around anymore, but that doesn’t mean he still can’t be a motivation to me. He’s been through so much shit that I’m literally the only person ever there for him. It’s sad. I haven’t seem him since July of last year and the last time we talked over the phone was this previous New Years Eve. It’s just heart breaking but, just the thought of him always telling me he’s proud of me plays back I my mind.
And Jen, god, let me tell you, if she wasn’t here right now, I have no idea where I’d fucking be. She’s saved my life and got me out of something I probably would’ve still been stuck in. She’s helped me through my anxiety and depression, self harm and unwanted thoughts, even my self consciousness and when I stopped eating because I wanted to be skinny. She’s helped me through so much, she needs all the thanking from me ever. She motivates me to keep going in life. She’s my girlfriend, yes, but she’s something I always look forward to in my future. Giving up is not what I need to do.
Sorry to get all deep with you guys ^-^” Thanks for asking!